Saturday, August 06, 2005
EXERCISE PROGRAM OF THE GODS Before sun up - 45 min walk/runa.m. workout - 1 hour cardio weightslunch hour workout - 1 hour cardio weightsp.m. workout - 1 hour cardio weights and before bed - 15 min...
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Austin went back to school today! He was happy and i was too. I got sooo much done. I got the house clean and the grass cut. I need to clean the house tomorrow. Ugh, never done. It was hectic at...
View ArticleMonday, August 15, 2005
Another sunny day. Blah. I just don't feel like getting out of bed anymore. I get up and take Austin to school and i pick him up, but some days just suck. All i want to do is sleep. It's not like...
View ArticleWednesday, August 17, 2005
Uh, what can I say about yesterday? I have started watching Gabe again and Austin and I went over there to babysit him after school. Everything was going fine...Jesse came home early so he stayed...
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Saturday, August 20, 2005
Empty. Directionless. Lost. Everyday I die just a little more. You can't save me. No one can save me. Abandon all hope, ye who enter here. I love to read and learn. If i were rich, i'd spend my...
View ArticleFriday, August 26, 2005
I've come to a conclusion. I cannot not fight this darkness inside me anymore. I'm just gonna surrender to it. It's the only thing that's never left me. It's the only thing that's never betrayed...
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Wednesday, May 02, 2007
I finally got a job! It's by the house so no gas. I'm getting much better at hiding my problems. Do u ever hide in ur house from the world, peeking out behind the curtains? Austin gets out of...
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Friday, May 04, 2007
Therapy today. Hour and a half intense therapy. I could think of a better way to spend the morning. Wedding rehersal and dinner tonight. Family fun! stay tuned for detailsWork was so busy last...
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wedding blues
my sisters wedding is over, and i'm more depressed than ever. First they "forget" to remind me about the shower. Then i'm in 1 picture and they barely even spoke to me. I felt like i had the...
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mothers day eve...
if i look better, then i won't mind if jesse touches me. i just feel so gross.jamie came home from her honeymoon in florida.. ugg, gotta go to work soon. yay. i think i'll get nice and stoned...
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